Today was . . .

Today was a crappy day.

I just thought I'd throw that out there.

I've been diligently working on my studies for the college classes I'm taking, and I got some disappointing grades back today. I'm taking an Engineering Graphics class which I love, but after working on a drawing today for over three hours, a lot of mistakes were discovered.

I hate that.

I'd really like to be very good at this

 because it's something I enjoy,

in addition to the fact that success

in this class impacts my GPA.

It gets kind of scary.

What if I invest all this time in this degree

 and discover I don't have the natural aptitude to succeed in it?

I have to bring home the bacon eventually,

I can't remain a student forever

(although I can see why people chose to do so).

I guess I'd really like to be great at something.

Engineering. . . Music. . . Writing. . . Singing. . . Hockey. . . whatever.

But I'm not and today was a big reminder of that.

Today was a crappy day.